“Regardless of your sexual state, you are a human being, you are a created person of God, and you are whole.” - Dianna E. Anderson, Damaged Goods: New Perspectives on Christian Purity
DISCLAIMER: This is not about why you
should or should not wait for marriage, but rather an examination on this value. With that being said, I want to begin with why I found it so
important to write about this subject. If you’ve read my blog “What My MomTaught Me About Sex,” (it’s my most popular blog post by far, and I highly
recommend reading it), then you’ll know that when I was a preteen, my mom
instilled in me the value of sex. She explained it to me in a way that made it seem
sacred. When she was young, her mother had told her that sex is disgusting and
if she ever does it she will be dirty. So, my mom made sure to let me know that
it was beautiful and not bad at all. She never put the context of
marriage on it, only love and respect. But she’s also made sure to let me know
through the years that even if I’m not in love, sex is not bad, and I am not
dirty or any less of a person for engaging in it. I’m so thankful for her
healthy view on it.
I always
believed my mom about sex not being bad, but because I was a Christian, I was
also taught that sex should only happen in marriage. The two lessons made sense
to me. My mom taught me that sex was sacred, and Christianity taught me that
marriage was sacred, thus the two must go together. In all honesty, I’ve been
no saint with sexuality, but I’ve always kept the desire to wait for marriage.
It wasn’t
until an experience I had with a boy about a year ago (when I was 21) that I
started to develop an insecurity about waiting (as signified in my post “I’m a Virgin”). I really liked him, and he said he was willing to wait and wouldn’t
pressure me. But I asked him to be honest with me about something – would he be
sexually frustrated if we never had sex? This question came about because it
wasn’t only sex that I was abstaining from. There are lots of sexual things
that make me uncomfortable, and I have boundaries that I didn’t want to feel
pressured into crossing. So, he answered honestly, and said that he would be
very sexually frustrated and it would be a problem in our relationship. That
was one of the main reasons I ended it with him – because I felt that someone
else could give him something that I couldn’t. And I’ve felt that way a lot
since then.
My
insecurity developed into this doubt that the older I get, the less chance I
have of finding someone who is willing to wait. Not only willing, but who won’t
make me feel pressured into doing something I don’t want to. So, I started to
question if I still wanted to wait. This question came from insecurity and
fear, because honestly, I still have the desire to wait. It’s a value that has
never left me. But I realized something – though I’ve been told by other
Christians that God wants us to wait to have sex until we’re married, I’ve
never personally read any scriptures about it. But it had to be there, right?
Or else, why would this be a value for well over two thousand years? Thus began
my investigating, in which I asked people of different ages and genders their
thoughts on waiting for marriage, critically examined Biblical passages and
culture, and read a book about sexual purity.
I used to
believe, like many Christians, that my purity was based on my sexuality and
physical activities. My purity used to be so important to me, not just because
I was a Christian, but also because I was a girl. Religious or not, our culture
and society values “virginal’ women, but who are also “sexy.” I’ve been told
all my life that men will sleep with just about any woman and have very low
standards for that, but they will only marry someone pure, wholesome, and who
respects herself. Does anyone else see the double standard? I’ve never heard it
the other way around.
I grew up
around a lot of uncles, and of course my two parents, who taught me respect for
myself and my body. This included dressing modestly (coming from my uncle’s
constant comments to “put on some clothes, women!”). Also, language taught me
that girls who have sex (whether it’s one partner or multiple) are sluts and
whores, which means they are shameful and dirty. Men who sleep around are
players and pimps, which is a point of pride. For a girl, to be pure was a good
and respectful thing no matter who you asked. And being pure meant not doing
anything sexual.
So, of
course, after my first boyfriend (and even while we were together), I felt like
I had lost my purity – and as every girl knows, once you lose that, you can’t
ever get it back (sarcasm intended). I was guilt-ridden and ashamed of myself
(it’s important to note that as a Christian, he was experiencing the same shame
as me), even though we never had sex. He had given me a purity ring that I
lost, and I thought it was symbolic. Then I discovered that purity is not about
our sexual actions, it’s about our hearts. We both loved each other very much,
so I stopped feeling ashamed, and I knew that I was pure because my heart was
good and loving.
When I came
across Dianna E. Anderson’s book, Damaged
Goods: New Perspectives on Christian Purity, I was thrilled, because she talks
against the shame of the purity culture, and advocates sexual ethics inside and
outside of marriage. Anderson and I both agree that sexuality should not have
the big focus in Christianity that it holds. Christianity should focus on love
for God, neighbor, and self, but instead the ultimate value of a person is held
on virginity and sexual purity. God looks at our actions and our hearts, and
Anderson says, “A righteous heart, then, is supposed to lead to “the fruits of
the Spirit” (as Paul puts it in Galatians): love, joy, peace, patience,
faithfulness, gentleness, kindness, and self-control (ESV).” So, we should be
focusing on our fruits, not our sexuality. And we should be valued just for
being human.
Anderson
has a whole chapter titled “Let’s Get Biblical: Sex in Scripture,” in which she
debunks five myths about waiting for marriage. I’m kind of iffy about her interpretations, but I appreciate that she put the Scripture in context and
also discusses the ambiguity of many of them.
“Myth 1: Sex Makes People
One Flesh”
What Anderson says:
She says
that we are told, “Having sex with someone creates a lifelong marriage-like
bond, which is why premarital sex is such a huge problem.” She says that
Christians reference Deut. 22:13-30 to illustrate the unity of sex, which give
rules about sexual relations. These verses focus on a woman’s virginity,
divorce, adultery, and the consequences of rape. If a wife was proven to not be
a virgin before her wedding night (proof would be a bloody sheet), she was
stoned to death. If a virgin engaged to be married was raped, but she did not
cry out for help, they were both stoned. If no one was around to hear her cry
out, only he was stoned. If she was a virgin who was not engaged, then she had
to marry her rapist, and the rapist owed her father money.
A woman was
a man’s property, and her job was to “produce heirs to continue the family
business and keep the genetic line going,” thus proof of her virginity was
important so that the man knew that all of her children were his. Because of
the transaction of marriage, “rape is viewed as a theft of property, not a
violation of a person.”
Advocates
of purity also point to Matthew 19, where Jesus is asked about divorce, in
which he replies, “5… ‘For this reason a man will leave his father and mother
and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh’? 6 So they are no
longer two, but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let no one
separate.” When asked why Moses allowed divorce, Jesus said, “8… Moses permitted
you to divorce your wives because your hearts were hard. But it was not this
way from the beginning. 9 I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except
for sexual immorality, and marries another woman commits adultery.”
Anderson’s
response to the common interpretation of this passage is that, “Marriage
creates one flesh, rather than one flesh creating marriage.” So, it’s not sex
that makes two people married, it’s the commitment of their marriage that
unifies them.
What context says:
The Oxford Companion To The Bible
edited by Bruce Metzger and Michael Coogan works like an encyclopedia for all
things Biblical. A goal of marriage was to keep children and property within
the family. It was vital that a woman be a virgin by her wedding night, because
“families usually traced their genealogies through the male line, with sons
inheriting the bulk of the father’s property" (Oxford 496). This is also why adultery was
such a big deal, because it threatened the husband’s honor and lineage.
Concerning
divorce, the idea and practice of it changed in the societies of the Old
Testament to the New Testament, which had a lot to do with the outside cultures
influencing Israel (or the Jewish people in N.T). Before Jesus’ teachings, divorce
was legitimate, but looked down upon, and the “the formula used at weddings
[was] “I am [your] husband… forever”” (Oxford 690). Divorces were rare most likely
because they were expensive. Normally, only a man could initiate divorce, and
then he had to repay the entire dowry (the bride’s wedding present from her
father). The man had to give his wife a written statement of divorce that said
she was free to marry any man. This was to protect her from any accusations of
adultery.
By the
first century c.e., during Jesus’ time, there was a debate about the reasons a
man could divorce his wife. Some argued that it could be for any small thing,
such as bad cooking, while others said only adultery was a good enough reason.
When the Pharisees asked Jesus about this debate, his answer was revolutionary
when he said, “Whoever divorces his wife and marries another commits adultery
against her” (Mark 10:11), which put wives “on an equal basis within the
marriage.”
Throughout
my readings, I couldn’t find very much about the unity of sex, except for 1
Corinthians 6:16, “Do you not know that he who unites himself with a prostitute
is one with her in body? For it is said, “The two will become one flesh.”” It’s
hard to get around this idea of sex being unifying after reading that verse,
but it’s also important to note that Paul is discussing sexual immorality here.
What I did
find was a lot about the sacredness and unity of marriage. Marriage is compared
to the covenant between God and Israel. The relationship was monogamous, because “Israel had only one God, and God had chosen Israel over all other peoples,”
and “mutual fidelity was expected” (Oxford 496). Marriage is supposed to reflect the
very sacred, personal, intimate, and committed relationship we have with God.
Sexual fidelity is a way to express this, but it’s not the core and reason for
the unity of two people. Ancient Israel interpreted “one flesh” to mean “as
closely related as brother and sister,” which makes sense for the way we view
marriage today. Two people become family.
What people say:
When asking my Christian, Catholic, and multi-faith uncles, all of them say the same thing – that the Bible is clear about the unity of sex. Two of them said that God sees you as married to whoever you’ve had sex with. The other one said that you are only supposed to have one sexual partner for your entire life, and if you’ve slept with more than one person, then you are a slut.
A young atheist guy told me that sex is just sex. It’s neutral – neither bad or good. There is definitely a bond formed, but it’s not bad to sleep with more than one person.
Myth 2: “One Man, One
Woman”
What Anderson says:
Purity advocates say, “The assumption is clear: marriage is one man and
one woman, forever.” Except that the Old Testament has various accounts of
polygamy. Jacob married two sisters, Solomon had many wives and concubines, and
Abraham impregnated a woman who was not his wife, yet none of these acts were
condemned by God.
What context says:
In the culture of the Old Testament, their views on sexual behavior are guided by the words in Genesis, “be fruitful and multiply.” God promised his people land, heirs, and many descendants, so having “children [was] the supreme example of divine favor… and childlessness was understood to be a curse” (Oxford 690). Thus polygamy was accepted so that a man could have many children. Only the wealthy could afford to engage in this, but Deuteronomic theologians wanted “even royalty to refrain from the practice because of its religiously adulterating possibilities” (Oxford 691).
What people say:
Obviously,
polygamy isn’t an accepted part of our culture today, but multiple sexual
partners throughout our lives is. A married woman told me that her and husband
wished they had been each other’s only sexual partners. She and her husband are
not religious, but both have Catholic backgrounds.
I asked the
young atheist guy how he feels when he learns about a girl’s previous sexual
history. Though he didn’t think sex was unifying, he did say he was bothered
when a girl told him. It wasn’t as though he wanted to be her first and only,
but there still seemed to be this problem with her having been with other guys before
him.
I asked a young
religious girl, who had only been with her husband, how she felt about knowing
that he had many sexual partners before her. She said that at the beginning of
their relationship, she was very bothered by it. But eventually, she got over it
because she knew her husband only wanted her and she trusted him.
My uncle
tells me that multiple sexual partners for either man or woman before marriage
will lead to a bad marriage. I can’t say I agree, but I do believe that the
amount of sexual partners we have affect our future relationships.
Myth 3: “Your
Thoughts Are Sending You to Hell”
What Anderson says:
Advocates
of purity believe: “If we want a clean life, we must have a clean soul and mind…
thoughts lead to actions, actions to sex, sex to hell.” They reference Matthew
5:27, when Jesus says, “But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman
lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.” This verse has
been used to “preach against any and all sexual arousal or thoughts – resulting
in the suppression of natural sexual desires.”
Anderson
believes that Jesus is speaking in exaggeration, because right after he says this, he
commands us to gauge out our eyes if they cause us to sin. She says he is
trying to make the point that “sin is not merely a matter of action, but of
mental preparation for an act of sin.” He is reminding people about the sins of
the heart and not just of actions. He is not commanding men to not look at
women lustfully, but rather warning them about the attitudes we have about
sexual relations.
What context says:
In the New International Version: Life Application Study
Bible, the commentary has this to say about Matthew 5:27,28: “Jesus said
that the desire to have sex with someone other than your spouse is mental
adultery and thus sin. Jesus emphasized that if the act is wrong, then so is
the intention.” He is not condemning natural desires, but instead the desires
that we choose to think about doing, that would be sinful if acted out.
What people say:
When I was in high school, I thought lust was such a bad thing. I hated it because it was selfish. I knew people who were doing sexual things just for their own pleasure with little regard to how the other person felt about it. It wasn’t until my last year of college, that my perceptions changed because of experience. I learned that there are people who only care about their gratification and others who care more about the pleasure of their lover. This mentality not only changed from person to person, but also with different situations.
I knew two guys who hooked up with women and treated them terrible. But when it came to someone they really cared about or loved, then their own pleasure didn’t matter so much. It became all about what the girl wanted and felt comfortable with. I’m not excusing either of them for how horrible they had been to a lot of women, but they taught me something. Lust and desire are not always bad, and they can definitely happen in very healthy ways. Isn’t it good to sexually desire your spouse, or the person you love? God gave us natural sexual desires, because they are good, but they can be used very badly.
Myth 4: “We Belong to
Our Future Spouses”
What Anderson says:
Many
believe that purity means we belong to our future spouses, which comes from
Paul’s ideas about marriage in 1 Corinthians 7:4, which says that a husband and
wife’s body belong to each other. Anderson says that Paul is writing to a group
of people where women were denying their husbands sexual intimacy. Also, Paul
is giving equality to women, making them no longer property, but instead mutual
partners in the marriage. Purity advocates say that premarital sex defiles the
marriage bed by dishonoring a future spouse. Anderson says, “The “future spouse”
idea is mere conjecture, made to reinforce an anti-lusting agenda, rather than
having an actual Biblical basis.
What context says:
The Life Application Study Bible explains
that during the time that Paul wrote this letter, some Greeks were rejecting
sex and marriage, because they were rejecting immorality. The Corinthian
Christians wondered if they should do the same. So Paul explained that in
marriage, it was good for husband and wife to have sex.
Very mini
sexual history in ancient times: “Before the Babylonian exile, in 587/586 BCE… sexual love was celebrated as a gift of God”
(Oxford 806). After the Babylonian exile of Israel, a change in status happened
between men and women, making women part of the second-class. This is when
women became property, and sex became about inheritance and lineage. During the
Greco-Roman Period, which happens in the later books of the Old Testament and
throughout the New Testament, the value of sexuality declined, and it became to
be seen as very sinful, which was a direct result from the Greco-Roman culture.
So, early Christian attitudes put emphasis on sexual immorality, such as
adultery, homosexuality, and fornication. There became a tension between
abstaining from anything sexual and participating fully in the marriage
experience, and this tension was never decisively resolved.
Also, there
is a huge double-standard on virginity throughout the Bible, which I’ll discuss
more later. Nowhere are we asked to save ourselves for our future spouses, but
instead only women were expected to be virgins until the time they got married.
What people say:
I want to talk again about the married couple who wished they were each other’s first. The woman is in her mid-thirties, while the man is in his early forties. When they were younger, neither of them had the mentality to wait for their future spouse. But when they got married, their mentality changed. And I thought that was very interesting, because there is something to be said about only having one sexual partner for your entire life.
I’ve known a few women who have only had sex with their husbands (all of them had premarital sex). They are very thankful and happy about their decisions. For one, it wasn’t a decision, but rather a consequence of what naturally happened. She didn’t think he would end up being her husband, but she’s still glad that he’s the only one she’s been with.
In talking to many people about sex throughout my life, there is a common theme regardless of age, gender, ethnicity, and religious background. Most people regret their first time, and many wish they would have waited for someone special. Obviously, sex is something that is very important to people, and so is monogamy.
Myth 5: “The Bible Clearly Says Premarital Sex is Sinful”
What Anderson says:
Purity
advocates say the Bible is fundamentally clear about premarital sex being a
sin. Anderson looks to “Song of Songs” (Song of Solomon) to find contextual
clues that tell us it is about premarital sex. In this book, a groom and his
bride are praising each other’s bodies and get explicit about their sexual
encounters. Many scholars believe they are probably not married yet, and
instead the song is taking place prior to the wedding ceremony. A commonly
quoted verse is, “Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires,” which is
repeated throughout the song. Anderson believes it is talking about maturity.
Another
popularly quoted verse is 1 Corinthians 7:9, “But if they cannot control
themselves, they should marry, for it is better to marry than to burn with
passion.” Purity advocates say that Paul is telling us to not fornicate or have
sexual immorality. Anderson’s interpretation is that Paul is urging us to not
make sex an idol, meaning don’t make it the most important thing in your life.
She says that the definition of fornication as “sex as idolatry” makes more
sense than “sex outside of marital relationship.”
What context says:
The
commentary that the Life Application
Study Bible provides for 1 Corinthians 7:9, explains that during this time,
new Christians thought that all sex was bad. So, engaged couples were deciding
to not get married, thus “Paul was telling couples who wanted to marry that
they should not frustrate their normal sexual drives by avoiding marriage.” He
wasn’t saying marry the first person you lust after, because it is better to
deal with desire than an unhappy marriage.
Now let’s
talk double standards. In ancient Israel, “All sexual behavior that did not
produce legitimate Israelite offspring to the holy commonwealth was, in varying
degrees, censured or controlled… Premarital virginity, for example, was incumbent
only upon females; there is no indication that males were expected to be
virgins at marriage, and there is no provision in the Hebrew Bible (Old Testament)
for lifelong virginity” (Oxford 690). If premarital sex was so bad, then why
was it only important for women to be virgins?
As for the
Song of Songs, The Oxford Companion says
that it has “frank erotic imagery,” is indifferent to social reasons for sex
such as marriage and reproduction, and has a lack of “overtly religious
sentiments.” It is literally about the beauty of sexual love and appreciating
the intimacy of two lovers knowing and praising each other’s body.
Paul
advocates celibacy and singleness, because he believed that married life took
our attention away from God. If we have no physical distractions, then we could
focus all of our attention on God. It’s also important to know that Paul was
not originally a Jew, but instead converted, and he was also a Roman citizen.
This is interesting because it was the Greek and Roman cultural that put such
an emphasis on sexual immorality, and not the Jewish culture. In fact, there
was a man named Philo, a Hellenistic Jewish philosopher, who thought that adultery
was the most serious of all sins.
What people say:
Recently, I began to pose a question to many people. I asked, “If two people love each other, is it wrong for them to have sex whether or not they’re considering marriage?” Religious people had the hardest time answering this question. They kept going on and on about STD’s, having no morals because you’re sleeping with so many people, getting pregnant and having broken families. But they were avoiding what I had asked. Some did say that premarital sex is always wrong.
Yes, I think it’s wrong to have a lot of sexual partners because you are hurting yourself and others. But what if you’ve only had a few, or just one other partner? What if you are in a committed and loving relationship, and are being very safe? What if the woman doesn’t get pregnant? Then is it wrong for them to have sex outside of marriage? My mother told me that it wasn’t. My dad said something similar, but added a side note, which I’ll mention later.
While me and the atheist guy were talking, he said that there is bad sex and good sex. There is an unhealthy way and a healthy way. It’s our perception on lust and desire that is important. Sexual desires are natural and are not bad, but when they become the only thing you care about, then it’s bad. When you stop considering how your thoughts and actions will affect the other person, then it’s bad. But if there is mutual consent, respect, desire, comfort, and safety, then how can it be bad?
Concluding
Thoughts:
Anderson
and I share the same reason for exploring this topic – we are against the shame
that the purity cultural puts on people, especially women. Also, we care more
about the love for one another than condemning someone solely to their sexual
status. I believe in a hierarchy of sins, because there are definitely some
that are more damaging than others. Even if premarital sex is wrong, or having
multiple partners is wrong, it is more wrong to shame them for it, because that
is damaging and pushes those people further away from God, or from being in a
safe and comfortable place among friends.
That’s why
John 8:1-11 is beautiful. When an adulteress was caught in the act, she was
brought to Jesus to see what he would have done to her. In verse 7, he says, “Let
any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” Then
everyone left. When he asked her if anyone condemned her, she said no. So in
verse 11, he says, “Then neither do I condemn you… Go now and leave your life
of sin.”
I disagree
with the idea that to be a credible Christian, you have to be a virgin, or you
can’t be promiscuous. Jesus never talks about sex! Want to know why? Because it
is not even close to the most important part of being a Christian. It is only
known that he “viewed [marriage] positively, with monogamy as the ideal” (Oxford 497).
Sexuality should never be a defining trait for who we are, because there are so
many more important qualities. If I could change language, I would say, “That
person has virginity,” rather than it being who they are. And “They have a lot
of sex,” rather than they are sluts. Sexuality is a part of our whole being,
yes important, but it should not be the defining quality. Anderson agrees when she
says, “The only thing that a sexually active person is? Is a person. Full stop.”
Anderson
advocates that everyone form their own sexual ethics, and that it is not enough to
just say, “No sex before marriage!” We need to talk about sexuality “with an
ethic of knowing oneself and making good choices.” If we are only ever taught
how to say no, then how can we learn to say a healthy yes? She says, “Instead
of categorizing all premarital sexual activity as bad, we need to have
conversations about consent, and pleasure, and peer pressure.” All sex before
marriage is not bad, and all sex after marriage is not good. When talking to a
friend about this, she said that her now divorced mother thought sex was bad
outside of marriage. And even when she was married, she never enjoyed sex
because her husband only cared about his needs. This is not a healthy way of
engaging in sex.
Anderson
believes that a personal sexual ethic allows people to live out their own
sexuality, as long as it doesn’t hurt other people. In fact, a sexual ethic
should start “in seeking the good in others.” We need to approach sex by first recognizing
the other people as people, instead of just for the pleasure they can provide.
When
reading and researching different verses about sexual immorality, there seemed to
be no definitive answer on what that phrase meant. So, time to get only
slightly philosophical. Morality consists of principles that govern between
right and wrong, bad and good. But the problem is that everyone has a different
moral compass. What is wrong for one person is not wrong for another. Thus,
sexual immorality is different from person to person and between different
people groups and cultures.
I think
what is most important is to be honest with yourself. I’ve known many people
who believe that sex is meaningless, yet when they have too many sexual
partners, they feel terrible about themselves. Or, when they do something they
didn’t want to do with just one sexual partner, they also feel bad. This is why it
is so important to learn what a healthy yes looks like. It may not always
involve the action you’re engaging in, but rather the context. For example, I feel
bad kissing a guy I don’t like. I do not bad feel bad at all kissing a guy that
I do like. Kissing isn’t bad – it’s how and with who the kissing is done.
If you are choosing to have sex
with someone, it should be for the right reasons, because I know many who have been left devastated afterward. My freshman year roommate believed in waiting,
but she and her boyfriend were in love. She knew she was going to marry him, so
they had sex, but guess what? They broke up. She was depressed because the
relationship ended, but also saddened by breaking a value that she had. A close
friend, who is not religious, waited until she was comfortable with her
boyfriend. When they broke up, she was devastated that she had given him
everything, all of her. But, it wasn’t until she got over the hurt that she
regretted nothing. She loved him, and was glad that he was her first. Another close friend’s first time also
happened with the first guy she loved, and because sex was not a value for her,
she also regretted nothing.
What I’m
saying is not just relevant to virgins. I know a young Christian couple who had
sex early in their relationship, but then decided they wanted to wait until
marriage. When I met them a year or two in to their relationship, they were
still waiting. I know a married couple who both had previous sexual partners,
but when they met, they wanted to wait until marriage, and neither of them were
religious.
Waiting
until you’re ready is incredibly important, and that doesn’t necessarily mean
until marriage for some, but for others it most definitely does. Anderson says,
readiness “means being comfortable enough with yourself and your partner to
enthusiastically consent.” That could mean the wedding night, or it could not.
Regardless, we need to respect other people’s choices. It is okay to be a
virgin and it is okay not to be. It’s okay to be any way you want sexually as
long as it’s consensual, mutual, and doesn’t involve hurting anyone.
What I have
found most interesting is that even though I could use the cultural context of
the Bible to prove that it is not clear about waiting until marriage, it’s the
responses I’ve had from people, religious or not, that coincide with what I
believe. I believe that God’s original intention was for one man to be with one
woman forever, and that this union is symbolic of our union with God. But,
because we live in a fallen world, we have been given rules and regulations to
help us not be controlled by sin. Such as how Moses allowed divorce in the Old
Testament, though Jesus says that was not God’s original intention.
When I
asked the young atheist guy about sex, he said that in our cultural now, it is
impractical to wait. Before, people waited because the woman could get
pregnant, and two families had to pull resources to raise the child, and that’s
why marriage is practical. But today, there are so many methods of birth
control and ways to prevent STD’s that it really doesn’t make sense to wait
anymore, and furthermore, no one does.
But then as
we talked further, and we got into the discussion of how he felt about knowing
about a girlfriend’s sexual history, he admitted that for him, sex is very
bonding, but again he said that this isn’t an ideal world. So when I asked
about the ideal world, I proposed this scenario: if he had the opportunity to
only love and be with one girl for his whole life, who had only loved and been
with him, would he prefer that? He said yes, but our world is not like that.
He’s right,
our world is not like that, but it does in all practicality make the most sense
to be monogamous for life. I learned that lesson, not because of sex, but
because of love. After my first break up, which was with the first guy I’ve
loved, I experienced among the worst pain of my life. Anyone who has been in
love can relate. It didn’t make sense to me that God would allow me, or any
heartbroken person, to be in so much pain, so I concluded that He never
intended for us to love more than one person or have multiple partners.
I’m very
thankful to be able to have open discussions with my parents about these kinds
of subjects, because the most important lessons I learn are from them. My mom
was the first one who shaped my thoughts and views of sex, but my dad recently
solidified them for me. When I asked him about his thoughts on waiting, he didn’t
condemn anyone who didn’t wait. He didn’t provide any kind of judgment, or say
what we should or shouldn’t do. But he did tell me this: that’s it’s beautiful
to know after twenty years of marriage, if you’re still happy and in love, that
you’ve only given yourself to one person. And I completely agree.
p.s. I still strongly believe that waiting or not waiting doesn't make anyone more or less pure. It's your heart that counts.
Sources:
The Oxford Companion to the Bible edited by Bruce M. Metzger and Michael D. Coogan (Oxford University Press: 1993
New International Version: Life Application Study Bible
Damaged Goods: New Perspectives on Christian Purity by Dianna E. Anderson (Jericho Books: 2015)
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